A Failure To Nothing But An Empty Shape.
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DISAPPOINTED….. entry 1.
With everything, this constant regret I live by, is consuming me. I hardly get along with girls and when I do I always get shit all over. It’s so upsetting how I always let my guard down, what makes me hate all of this is the fact that when I meet this girl I got warned by everyone about her and because I was an idiot and always wanted to give people a chance I ignored everyone, come on I didn’t know anyonre in the suburbs. Sometimes I wish I would of never moved to the suburbs I was perfectly fine back in town. Point is I had to learn the hard way, this girl totally fucked me over I trusted her and she fucked me over went around and told her “friends” my personal stuff I confided in her … Till this day I bet she still denies it. I trusted her and after finding out so much lies and how she was I decided to finally take action and detach my self from her it was hard but hey I just couldn’t deal with it anymore. I was a let down knowing that the girl people warned me about did this to me because I gave her a chance.
Girls are just pretty evil.
You know I at one point in my life I was a huge hypocrite. I would talk shit behind people’s back and I pretended to be cool with them, I would contradict my self a lot and say one thing and do the other thing. I got over it, I truly did after being filled with pure hate I finally learned to let go. It irritates me so much that some girls that I know are total hypocrites and liars especially fake, but I learned to deal with them because they manipulate people, and I know for a fact they would start talking smack I only know this because i’ve witness it, Multiple times.
I am just going to keep being super straight forward with everyone like
I promise, and so far i’ve kept my promise. I am detaching my self from a lot of my friends that are girls because in the end people come and go I am not about to commit the same mistake and just let it go by, I might sound like “oh I am so cool” but no I had rough times my highschool years; endless girl fights, endless drama with girls, bestfriends backstabbing me and oh even sleeping with my boyfriends, they would talked to girls they talked shit about and then out of no where be all bffs, like it got tiring, oh I’ve leaned the hard way, I don’t think I know of any girl that had to deal with like What I deal with.
MANIPULATE
[verb]
1. to manage or influence skillfully, especially in an unfair manner.
2. to handle, manage, or use, especially with skill, in some process of treatment or performance.
3. to adapt or change (accounts, figures, etc.) to suit one’s purpose or advantage.
4. Medicine/Medical: to examine or treat by skillful use of the hands, as in palpation, reduction of dislocations, or changing the position of a foetus.
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